Maybe I need this
Another start
Something with lightness
Something pure at heart.
And even though you
Are still lying next to me when I fall into
Bed, when I get up
There’s something here telling me I’ll make it but
I won’t I won’t even the new space can’t fix it
The new couch, new tasks they are nothing for me
Although it feels like I’m out at sea
Parts of me still remain at the coast
Resting, reaching, hoping for the most
It’s you.
I’m yearning I’m yearning
But all I’m receiving
Is this crushing burning.
